29 April 2003

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Tuesday Stuff
woo whee! am watching The Exorcist II - The Heretic right now.freaky freaky.... hm although the real scary part ain't out yet but i already had wilfred n sano stand by next to me (on the phone n msn) to scream at hahahaha..

alrite...end of movie. tot it's supposed to scary like the previous one end up not. kinda stupid actually.... hm waste my time staying home. shld've gone over to wilfred's place instead hahhaha..

i wanna go watch XMEN two haha.. am gonna go dwn to suntec city, tower records to check out some cd before going to esplanade to hav a look. if time allows, mebbe i'll go wilfred's hse. can't believe until now i haven't been to esplanade. hahaha i'm sucha lagger. mum bought pineapple rice for me to eat juz now..very tasty... and she also bought me tom yam soup. dad bought uncle toby's muesli bar. strawberry and blue berry flavour! *smack lips*

was havin fun playing Yahoo! pools with mizoe until she suddenly disappeared. i wonder how come. @_@
hmmm right now i'm tryin to figure out what show is on the tv... something to do with kidnapping of a little child on christmas night. sad case

this thurs or fri me n two of my frenz, jere n shaikha will be going dwn to buy the dry items from bedok interchange and sat evening for the food items. and MONDAY WE'LL HAV OUR BBQ YEAH! can't wait ahaha am gonna stay over at wilfred's hse for two days or so.. so u guys know wad to say huh? thanks!!! *kiss all* hehehehe

28 April 2003

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I'm actually not quite supposed to do this... basically i uploaded some files on to angelfire.com and then stole the pictures to put here. hmm wad if i get caught? lolz oh well...

.. J ..
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It's amazing how people know each other. the other day i was pondering about how me n jeremy got to know each other. basically we ended up the same class for my first year and he was juz some scruffy lookin guy (his hair v long n messy) before havin cropped his hair and be like now. (short hair). basically he looks like a chipmunk now. LOL. i think he'll fry me if he sees this. aniwae, he is the most dramatic guy i've ever seen but it's funnie for course... irritating at times though.. ( -_-")

aniwae, so coincidentally, he lives near me and even more surprising, we take the same bus to school. that's how we managed to chat up more. then we went on to become group members for our year one projects. then again, duno gd or bad lah hahaha but then we manage to bcome year two classmates again. at first i was groaning. hahahaha then we got to know each other better and shaikha too cos she also same class... and the three of us were very close in a way when we talk, cos can click yah. then there was terry. not the irritating terry of wilfred but my classmate terry. a christian. a guy who likes to crack lame jokes lolz but it's farnie still and he's smart lah. EQ good and very good talker n presenter. lolz then at first we didn't like him alot cos basically he like to crack stupid jokes but another coincidence, he lives in eunos and takes the same bus as me n jeremy hahaha one more person in our trip to sch. we got to know him better bcos of dat and now, i can say we're pretty alrite frenz. ^____^

juz plain amazing.
and now, i have this new visitor to my blog where the both of us are complete strangers. lolz yet we managed to come into contact and had each of our blog address added into our collection. ^___^ she somehow managed to click click click and link and watever and finally come to my blog. CuTe. ^__^ added her to my blog add collections hahaha....

27 April 2003

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Check out the bottom left of this page, Click Here, n check out that tiny little tv set i added. IT'S SO CUTE!! i can't wait to find a picture hosting site to let me add that into my blog. it's so darn cute.
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i feel as if i have a load off my chest. finally i was able to tell my mum about wilfred totally. finally there were no need for lies. finally, she seemed to accept him. i've waited one and a half years juz to allow her to slowly accept the fact that i have a bf and the constant fear with regards to wilfred's qualifications plague me like a nightmare that wouldn't leave. finally i was able to come clean.

for a mum with a daughter in her first r/s, i would say my mum is exceptionally understanding so much so that i am amazed. she have never objected even once for me to be in a r/s nor have she kicked up any fuss of any kind. perhaps once in awhile her sharp questioning scares me, leaving me wondering how she figured out where i went or wad we did. she said, the most impt wilfred needs is at least, get an O level cert. cos w/o dat, he can't even apply for a hse. to b able to start a family and live a life together, for a basic we nid a home and wilfred nids to be financially stable at least, for a home to call our own. the very fact that she actually mentioned "mebbe next time u n him want to have a home, at least must be joint acc..." duno y but this line sets me to relief. somehow i feel a sense of acceptance.. haha..
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Saturday Stuff
suddenly remembered about yesterday where i added alot of ppl to chat up on one msn window haha there was kor.. me... sano, twit and mizoe... quite fun.
my stupid fren made me dl some msn plus thingy which i duno wad gd does it make and somehow it triggered some error in my msn. sianz. did pretty much nothing today except revamping my website through wilfred's computer. seems like geocities likes his comp more than mine. loads very smoothly. *gives the eyebrow*

yesterday nite wilfred asked me what was my reason for not wanting terry to come for the BBQ. told him exactly the reason y. good thing he accepted it altho he said he'll still ask aniwae bcos they are best frenz. oh well. hmmm... my muscles are aching damn i feel like some ah mah with rumethism...or however u spell it. was chatting up with shaikha about the bbq. she might be bringing her bf along. *yikes*

sano sent me this reallie cute picture of his. haha am waiting for more.

suddenly my mind blanks out and i forgot wad i wanna write hahaha aniwae i think i'm going crazy with eggs. been eating alot of them lately. not cos i love them so much but cos i keep cooking for wilfred and also experimenting the various way i can cook the egg. hahahaha was frying scrambled eggs mix with rice to make into some sort of a fried rice.

currently, i'm done with the re-designing of my website.

Re-designed Pages:
1. Introduction Page
2. Main Page
3. Gallery 2
4. About Me Page
5. Updates
6. Saiyuki Gallery

26 April 2003

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Friday Stuff
went to wilfred's house as usual. but before that i was spending quite sometime using the internet to revamp my webbie. wanna make it more attractive haha... aniway now holiday, if dun do now oso no chance. nothing much special except one problem. Oh shucks....suddenly lightning and rain. mad weather. alrite yeah i was saying, nothing special but one prob which is the loading speed. nothing to do with my internet i think but the programme juz keeps hanging at a certain pt of time therefore it's darn time consuming for me to do my website.

went to wilfred's house alittle late today. at about 4 plus. went back to his house where i fried some egg and cooked maggi for him. was trying out a new way to cook eggs and also i dipped some bread into the egg and fried it. turned out pretty tasty hahaha... was happily using fred's comp to do my website again cos somehow i encounter no prob doing my stuff over his computer. only till about late evening did i hear frm fred dat terry is coming over. frankly speaking, it spoilt my mood alittle. i used to be alrite with him and i'm still alrite with him but juz recently i hav this growing dislike to be ard him. mebbe i juz can't stand his attitude and mannerism and the stupid things he say. anyway, all was peaceful when we walked over to the nasi lemak stall to eat as usual.....UNTIL wilfred said the worst thing ever.

inviting terry to my bbq.

i was so damn pissed off. the last thing i want is for terry to come n spoil my mood. if i hear even the slightest complaint from him, i'm gonna so blow up alrite. it was supposed to be juz a small gathering amongst frenz and some of my classmates. geez. wassup with wilfred!?

right now it's raining pretty heavily. juz now over in wilfred's hse when terry was in, i was left alone in the living room for as long as half n hour. he totally didn't come out to even look or ask abt me. fuck man. then the stupid door rang and i had this woman who was fuckin rude. alrite not very very rude lah but i juz not happie ya? she was askin for melvin. fred's bro. apparently mel's not at home and she was rambling on talking about some documents as if i shld noe so i called for wilfred. i see a guy hopping ard at the back. he's in bad shape man. his right leg was in cast, some bad case of broken knee cap and the front of his hair was shaven off with a few stitches visible. he was the guy whom melvin claimed to have knocked down during a car accident. but the real situation was that some stupid girl banged the guy dwn and mel's taking the rap. voluntarily. worse, the girl ain't his girlfriend. he told wil, he's folks and everybody else that HE was the one who banged the guy dwn when he did not and the guy was aware of whom actually knocked into him. wonder wassup with melvin. *sigh* aniwae it's none of my biz. that woman thought i was fred's sis and terry was his brother or something. they wanted to smoke and had no ashtray and wilfred had to offer them an ashtray, which SO happens to be the one i made and gave to wilfred as our annivasary present. damnit.

25 April 2003

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Revamped finish my website's main page (part 1). Gimme ur comments k?
INTRO PAGE
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juz tried out the tagboard honggy hav. currently having a test run lolz` somehow i'm still rather attached to my shoutbox so i'm not deleting it yet. you guys can post it anywhere u want yeah?

24 April 2003

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Just redid the whole introduction page of my comic website. it used to be dark coloured, so on and so forth right? well, this is a total change but it's refreshing n i love it alot. juz had the idea striking me in the middle of the night. gimme ur comments on wad u think of it alrite? Here's the link.
Introduction Page
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stupid counter was abit cocked up today. usually it's programmed to ignore my own hits at my hse comp so dat when i update my blog and checks my blog again it doesn't count my visits. now no matter wad i do, it juz keeps counting my visits and worse off, the pages itself loads so damn slowly. can't even load it from wilfred's comp. damnit.

after wilfred and i finished activating and setting up the internet connection and modem and everything else in my computer, i took a bath and soon the both of us left my hse at about 4:00PM. we walked over to bengawan solo to check out the cake that could be redeemed to see how big it is. mum gave it to me, it's a wedding card that allows us to redeem a walnut cake. hehehez. i like walnut. but we decided not to collect it today cos it's kinda big so we walked over to the bus stop to take a bus down to orchard. we're meeting terry there. we were supposed to meet him at about 4:30 or so and we weren't late but for ONCE, terry was early and already complaining non-stop. as usual, he kept calling wilfred's hp while we were on the phone and bugged wilfred, complaining why wilfred's "late" when we're not. he should check on he's own behaviour first before complaining. he's alwayz the one making ppl wait and if u're thinking 5 - 30 minutes u're wrong. it usually counts by HOURS. once he made us wait for nearly five damn hours.

anyway, we dropped off at the stop behind taka and walked over to lucky plaza. they were supposed to go play pool. i juz tagged along cos fred wanted me to. while they were smoking outside hang ten of lucky plaza, we saw michelle chia walk past below. damn sexy and pretty. even from backview hahaha her waist very slim. she was with a friend and did not attempt to disguise herself even to the slightest bit. infact she was very pretty and juz walked on down the street in confident strides.

after fred they all played their pool we went down to the basement cos terry wanted to eat. he takes very very VEEERY long to eat his meals. every time it'll take what seems like an HOUR for him to finish just half of he's meal and he juz spent $200 something (he's dad pay) on a pair of nike shoe. spoilt man i tell u. when he's out to work he'll suffer big time. god bless him. anyway after he eat finish cos me n fred kinda broke so we went over to yoshinoya to have that $3 beef bowl meal. hehe then walked heeren to look around. i went into basic beauty to check out some of the nail art they offered cos veron sorta told me she got hers there. i found them rather pretty and it cos about $9.00 not for juz 10 fingers gone kind but more like u're own choice to put how mani of the designs. hard to explain. u gotta see it to know haha.. when we were done with heeren and it was quite late already, we walked over to starbucks to have a seat and relax. talked n sat there for quite awhile till terry left and me n wilfred stayed behind for awhile more. we chatted over some topics like terry and his kinda thinking which is abit immature and stuff lidat, we went on talking about a person's personality and country's culture with regards to genetical formation, talked about wilfred and future plans, and i made a bet with him to hav a reward he wants in exchange for him getting a diploma.

The Requirements:

  • He must get his 'O' Level qualification

  • He must finish he's poly and get a diploma


Time Limit: not specified.

Reward:To and fro tix to England to watch a match in Old Trafford.

not sure if i said the wrong thing cos i juz merely said that if i were to tempt him with rewards to spur his motivation i wouldn't be so stupid as to give him a small present for every test he pass but one big one at the completion of a journey. then he got very enthusiastic and decides to filter out the part where i said 'for example' and say that if he gets those qualifications, i give him the tix. oh well, if he can get those qualifications, this 'prize' is damn worth it. anway i'll be working for years by then. shouldn't be too bad.

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23 April 2003

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YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!!!
FINALLY! *hehehehehehe* Me back online!!!! nyahahahahhaa....
*goes crazy*
everything goes well,
fred helped me a whole lot with the modem activation and everything
onli prob is that i can't auto-connect
damns. mean i hav to key my password every single time i wanna go onlne.
called up the technician and wilfred was on the phone talking to "her"
and talked so much as if they were friends. =__="
experience from a ex-telemarketeer haha.. fred was one last time.
alritey then me go do some other stuff, will be back to blogging frenzy pretty soon. *WhOo!*
this definitely revived my enthusiasm in blogging.
life without internet is so boring. especially when i dun hav games in my comp haha
and worse, my sims, this time round hav my neighbour stuck in my room hahahaha

21 April 2003

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tick tock tick tock...

i'm awaiting wilfred's arrival at my hse to help me with my modem.
*sobz* i can't use singnet for 3 days!!!!! *waaaaaaaaaah*
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mothers are all scary people.
smart mothers are even more scary.
i mentioned that tml fred will be comin over to help me with my modem right?
juz incase it clashes with the time my folks come home,
i MERELY asked mum wad time dad'll be home.
that was all.
soon after i rushed to the toilet to pee.
did not mention about who's gonna come n help me do in detail nor did i further question her about the time she'll be back home tml.
but guess wad?
while i was in the loo halfway i hear my mum's voice outside talkin to me.
"tml the one who come n help is ur bf ar?"

... ...

she psychic ar!?

20 April 2003

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i'm kinda confused right now although i seriously should be very happy. cos finally, wilfred have goals he wanna acheive in life and i ought to be glad as all that i've tried paid off well and finally i hear personally from him that he wants not only to get an O level certification during his NS but also to go to a poly after his NS. (it's possible) he regret for getting out of sch when he wasn't supposed and ready to and got into working life when he shouldn't be and ain't prepared for. so now he wanna earn them back. finally he have the drive to move on with his life and we're gonna have a different experience in our relationship even when he's in NS because till then i'll be on attachment and we'll both be paid and more able to do things and what we'll be doing will create more memories and fun than now. hopefully, life would be better. you may then think i should be damn thrilled about it. yes i am, but then again, i'll be so damn old when he's out of poly. cos i ain't younger than him and by the time he's out of poly (if possible) he'll be ard 25 years of age and me? a year older of course. that's like soooooo old and guys of that age should already more or less have a stable sort of job but he'll onli be a freshie. it gives me the jitters and i can't help but feel edgy about it... and i'm kinda prejudice abt late marriages especially after 28 for some strange reason. i may be thinking too far right now but it's gd to plan ahead. that's my habit anyway, to prepare for the worst.

btw, tml onwards i'll be taking out my starhub maxonline to return so dat i can cancel my line and activate my broadband on wednesday which means i can't access to the internet for three days! i'm gonna die..... hahaha...feel like a comp geek now. my hotmail is gonna be so so so damn overloaded. i'll be going dwn to MUJI tml to get the organizer to re-write my accounts tml. that old bk's pages are already fallin out. darn.
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just did some accounting, counting all the money i stashed somewhere to save up. i even kept my ang pow money (w/o spending even a cent of it) chronologically. =_= my savings are getting less this year. stupid economic crisis that made my relatives stingy. compared to last year, excluding all other inflows this year, i actually had about 4 hundred over dollars less. damnit. family cashflow haven't been too good of late having me to pay my own bills nowadays. *grumbles* parents are all cheaterbugs. say will 'replenish' me end up forget. ahhhhh nvm.. can't believe i kept a bk and did this accounting thing since 1998.. that makes me 15 year old then. wah kao.. so young start keeping track of savings already. i muz be nuts. hahahaha... can't believe myself sometimes. anyway, i went on over to MUJI to check out what kinda shop it is. end up alittle surprised cause at first i tot i was some japanese styled trendy shop. but erm.. it IS japanese styled but then it's selling items that are like pillows... bolsters... organizers.. clothes.. bowls.. etc of REALLY simple designs. so simple i can't believe it but then again it is because of it's simplicity that makes it rather unique and i was so damn tempted to buy quite a number of items. especially the organizers. i might go back there to get it and re-write my accounts cos the pages of the old bk are starting to fall out. but i'm kinda poor so we'll hav to see abt it hehez

me n fred went to IKEA to eat ice-cream and HE WUN LEMME EAT MUH HOT DOG!!! *sobz*
i was takin a nap in fred's rm.. hehe at 16 degrees!! *brrr* hehehe then after i think abt 2 hours fred came in n crept into the bed to slp next to me. his hands are so so so cold i squealed and squeezed myself to one corner, under the bolster hahahaha.. anyway i was kinda happy he came in and then i bounced about in the bed heehee...

and OH YA! i forgot. i fried egg again this time but i added cheese in this time round hehehehe.... the egg become more filled up and smelt better and somewhat sweeter cos of the cheese and it tasted soooooo yummy!!! hehehe fred gobbled the whole thing up. XD

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19 April 2003

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i'm in a song downloading frenzy.. and listening frenzy too.

overplayed song
Evanescence - Bring me to life.mp3

i can't explain why but this type of song jolts me to my senses. i absolutely love it and can't stop listening to it. another song i like is Evanascence's "whisper". haha..

18 April 2003

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If I were a Neopet... I'd be a Kacheek!

Kacheeks are a shy little species that live in the lush meadows of Neopia.

They will avoid violence whenever possible and love to make new friends.
Which Neopet are you?
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::Thursday Craps::
i feel kinda pathetic being in a holiday but broke. it's like now i have all the time in the world but no money to go about having fun. shucks. me n fred had a huge headache and talk or rather i'm the one talking, about this and it sorta made us both rather uncomfortable. oh well.. i duno.. at least i noe i AM enjoying my time with him and being with him but the money issue is very stressful.. PLUS all the crapshit i hav comin up these few days. i juz hate hate hate hassle lah basically. now the singnet activation date is drawing near it's pissing me off cos i hav to go abt cancelling my maxonline but couldn't find time to do so and finally i have the time to do so today, the blardi customer care hotline was off hour already. shit.

fred was hungry so i fried an egg for him to eat with rice. simple dinner. before that we were watching WWE and then i was juz sitting there watching wif wilfred cos he asked me to. at least i enjoyed watching it more this time round. for some strange reason. and then i forced wilfred to cut his nails and then we went to the rm to relax for awhile after he ate. i was somewhat falling into depression or wadever i myself could not understand. i could be chuckling over how funny his expression is trying to keep awake cos i ask him to and the next moment when he's eyes close i'll feel lonely and lost and for some strange reason, some fear creeps into me and i get very scared inside and starts crying. i switch frm crying one moment to laughing the next in juz a blink on an eye. and it lasted for quite awhile. then it end up with me and fred wrestling while i attempt to attack him by poking his nose or tickling him or pulling dwn his pants. duno wad's wrong with me.

before i met up with fred today i was in school at about 9AM for this debrief session by Mrs Wu for customer communication and she gives really good qualitative feedbacks and thank god she mentioned abt the budget cos our grp DID take that into consideration but i think she missed it in the report. after class me n some of my classmates when to TM to have lunch in BK while terry is still kacauing me over the love bite and then suddenly i'm teamed up with jeremy and terry and YK in this sch organized game thingy where u go abt eatin stuff.. chinese is called "shi zi lu kou". i duno y i'm innit but i am. >___< *RARGH* then when they hear first price is seven hundred dollar jere turn ard and say to me, "u better run faster". hahaha stupid idiot. they were abt to go play bowling and i was supposed to join them. jere went home first to get his bowling ball so we waited and played games in the arcade but then wilfred called up to say that he wanna meet up so i ended up going over to meet him in orchard instead. we walked around alittle bit and played some pool and i won fred once! hehe.. better than nothing. but i was quite unhappy abt the price cos end up i pay the whole thing so yeah. that's where my first paragraph of this entry comes in. i'm BROKE but i'm spending on this kinda nonsense. wassup with us man...

16 April 2003

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ok this is strange.
i was checkin out my blog status as usual juz to see how mani ppl checked muh blog today or whether it's a direct hit or wat not for fun.
strange thing is i had this fella checking out my blog with reference from a veeeeerry strange location.
noe where?
Google Search.
yeah.
there. wonder how it got there but that's not the weird part. weird part is, it's under the search for purple lamborghini. yeah u heard me right. how on earth did my blog add get there!?
worse off, it has the description: "... a few nice cars, and got crazy over a car they say is 'lambogini' or something ... white,
black, red and purple anyway i thought the blue one not outstanding so i ...
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i think my mind works and want things that even today's technology could not provide me with. i actually forgot that i can't use the internet w/o a phone line or unless i'm in a wireless zone. travelling and all else is impossible for me to access to the net with palm nor lappy. dratz. that kinda kills my joy and i think i'll juz settle for some cheapskate palm to keep track of appointments.
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ok pls gimme advice. lappy or palmtop. need vs want.
for sch project or normal usage i would think a desktop would suit me fine. i do not nid a laptop. at the most i rent it frm sch for hundred plus dollars onli and use it for four mths. it's more about the "want" factor. i want something portable for me to be able to surf the net while i'm travelling.. and stuff. so lappy or palmtop?

pro of lappy:
more functional
more storage
more powerful
con of lappy:
very expensive
bulkier than palmtop

pro of palm:
cheaper than lappy
smaller and more convenient
not too bad lookin quite stylo in fact
i can keep track of appointments
con of palm:
all those stuff i can't find in the con of the lappy

so..... wad shld i do?
*note* i onli nid something to kill time basically. hm m i stating the obvious? basically juz can't make up my mind. i nid advice. HELP!!!!!!!

*note2* put ur comments on the link below.. the aww...(0) or watever it appears as below. not my shoutbox.
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Goddess of the Night. Beautiful yet a strange
darkness and sadness lurk about you.

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redid the quiz and end up with a different result. *hehez*

15 April 2003

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Friendship is unecessary like philosophy and art. it has no survival value, rather it is one of those things that gives value to survival..
sms by fukai kor

..but, frenship, unlike philosophy n art, has the definate ability to turn back n bite at u... therefore it shld not b taken for granted n/or too easily trusted..
inpromptu reply frm fred
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Monday Stuff
Hee! sucha happie day for me today! woke up feeling pretty gd and waited till 2:30pm before going out. cos i dun wanna to be out before fred even woke up. that was when i decided i wanna cook something for him. smsed wilfred to gimme a call when he wake up and while i was on the bus 135, travelling to parkway parade's cold storage, fred called and i told him abt me wanting to prepare a meal for him and got him to prepare cooking some rice first. as we discussed about what to cook i went to the cold storage. man it was sucha mess in there. cos it's under renovation or some sort it was so cramped up and messy and i had to walk all over the place, in search for the can food and honey glazed chicken. walked back and forth and the shelves turned into a horrifying maze that never seems to end. walkin through what seemed like an endless maze, i FINALLY located my can food. i wanted to buy Campbell's Chunky beef and potato soup. *smack lips* yumyum.. alwayz my favourite. too bad there was only one can left. i wanted to get two.. oh well.. then i proceeded to find the honey glaze chicken where i spotted the eggs and was considering very hard whether i should fry an cheese omelette... after thinking for mebbe 10 mins and walking back n forth frm the cheese and egg section, comparing prices *damn i feel like a hsewife*, i finally decided to go for desserts instead. i bought the honey glazed chicken and went to queue up for payment.

alritey! finally at the queue line, everything bought? YEAH! then...... i realised one thing was missing. DA DRINKS! as i peeked to my right there was a machine that sells drink but only small bottles and cans. darn. i'd rather buy the big bottle ones... cheaper. but the queue was freakin long... so.. sigh.. hahaha no worries.. giv fred an sms and hav him buy it haha that solves the problem. alrite. then on my way out i bought a apple strudel that cost $3.50 *ouch* and it's frankly speakin, not v big.. but tasty so hee hee once in awhile indulge nvm yah.. took 197 to bugis then got on the mrt to go to queenstown.

hee freddy was already at the stn waiting for me when i reached. then we bought the drinks and went on up to his hse. AS USUAL, that stupid stupid stupid security guard is there and for the hundredth time i've to record dwn my name and i/c and bla bla before i can go in. alwayz the same stupid security guard.

we went up and then cooked the food hehehe so shiok. so nice to eat!! heehee... we halved the chicken and i poured the soup over the rice and wilfred lighted that strawberry flavoured candle we bought from IKEA hahaha only wrong thing was the tv was on the news chnnl hahaha we changed it eventually..

that meal actually lasted us for half a day!! that was my only meal but i am not even feeling anywhere near hungry at all now! amazing hahaha
fred made me watch with him the repeat of the man u match with newcastle where they beat them with a 6-2 scoreline. lolz it's kinda.. crazy.. imagine lagging behind with a 1-0 and end up after less than 10 minutes or so later, man u managed to get back with a 6-1 lead. siao one hahahah... oh and my tuesday class is cancelled haahaha only nid to go back to sch on wednesday and thursday.. lame hahahaha....

i was flipping through the photo albums of wilfred and his family.. while he's watching the match.. most of them was when they were travelling. they've been to so many places! new york.. amsterdam.. japan.. china.. florida.. new zealand.... and a whole lot more. geez.. cool havin a dad who is a pilot huh? fred said he got so sick of travelling at one pt he rather stay hm cos he tot sg was better. and we've alwayz wanted to go overseas. hmmm.... ironic aint it? happen to chance by some pictures of wilfred taken when he was much of a toddler or at least under five years of age. damn the cute i tell ya! juz let you hav a peek HERE and HERE n giv me ur comments abt wad u feel k? dun tell him i posted it up tho hahaha punishment for him for not checkin out my blog more regularly.

My Wish List:
1. SAKURA Cd
2. A decent Discman
3. Digital Camera
4. Laptop
5. A new colour screen HP
*arranged according to priority*


sigh.. seems like besides the cd, the rest of the items in my wish list are juz so damn expensive. was thinking of saving up the money i saved from my attachment but still, it's kinda not enuff hahahaha... cd and a discman is a must have. i like sakura alot and i'm so so so sick of not being able to listen to music when i go out eversince my mp3discman gets cranked up. digi cam would be useful to me.. at least better than buying films and i can choose to keep the picture or discard it. ^____^ guess it's most prob the addiction with digi cam after using joyce's digi cam. as for a lappy.... was thinking if a palmtop would be better since all i want is juz something that allows me to check the net and stuff when i'm not at home and a lappy might be too bulky but then again, functions of a lappy is way better but more expensive obviously and would definitely be useful during project period. damn. as for a hp, i dun mind waiting for long since the 3G technology haven't set in and my current hp is working perfectly fine. advice anyone?

14 April 2003

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Sunday's Stuff



Find out which Pita Ten character you are!

just spend the whole day in wilfred's house, cooking dinner for him (juz some maggi and omelette) and spend ages cleaning and arranging the kitchen. mum's not ard and the hse's in a mess. men's incapability to keep the hse in shape showed it's tail. we went to IKEA to hav my ice-cream earlier on but didn't make it to Alexandra Rd cos fred had a late lunch and it was raining. *pouts* darnit.

juz heard from mum dat dad seem to be still sick... *panics again* well... he's not havin flu anymore.... but mum say he seems pretty lethargic the whole day.. *sigh* when will all these end? can't juz let me enjoy my hols in peace... wassup with all the probs man! damn.

at least i'm glad that i managed to cheered kor up alittle..well... alittle hahaha... haiz.. then actually didn't do much of anything but surfed ard the websites for CG arts available in my EDEN link and the affilliates... some pretty cool ones especially one which i came across created with flash version 6.0 and it actually made a magazine like pix which u can flip the pages juz like a real mag with the previous work of the artist! damn cool..! This is the link to the website but then for some strange reason i can't view it at home properly.. mebbe cos i dun hav version 6.0? duno....

hav to go back to school frm tues to thursday to attend debriefs.. kinda boliao actually but oh well... class rep seemed to hav arranged a class lunch-out after cus com debrief.. not sure wad location yet but i think i'll most probably go... hope jere and shai go too.. WAAAAAH SO BORED..duno y... duno if the bbq will go well anot also.. damn sian... then also worried if dad got ani prob..then got to call starhub to cancel my line.... then muz go attend stupid SIP talks... then got japanese test comin up also... wah lan... y so mani things!?

was surfin ard trying to find more webbie for the singer SAKURA.. dun be mistaken by the name for her to be some old enka singer cos she's nowhere near that. she's a very very good R&B soulful singer.. mix blood, 32 this year and i'm very tempted to go buy her latest album if i can find a taiwan version cos the imported one cost a bomb. guess what? she's born on the day date as me. November 23rd!!! ultra cooool!! imagine having a singer u like to share the same birth date as you! that makes her 12 years older than me a born in the yr of pig hahahaha.... Check her out here!

13 April 2003

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Goddess of Winter
Goddess of winter, with a cold exterior but deep
down a warm, caring heart.

What element would you rein over? (For Girls)
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Saturday's Stuff
fred's mum is hallucinating again.
the last time i saw her, she was talkin to the window in the kitchen.
before that, she was playing fist game with 'someone' who's not there in the kitchen.
freaks me out everything that happens. second time witnessing such things already.
it always happens after she gets cold turkey for not drinking for a few days straight.
her body juz aint used to not drinkin..
i stayed in the room most of the time when fred's dad n mum was in the living rm cos there was some commotion and u noe wad? i dun wanna noe wad's going on. *sigh*

i had japanese class today but before heading to class,
was at home at first thing i woke up,
mum told me dad was sick.
down with bad flu and used up two boxes of tissue and ate alot of panadols,
complain to be tired and when i woke up, he was back in bed.
well, there sure made me edgy. why would he be sick suddenly?
can't even recall the last time he was sick.

was panicking cos of SARS.. can't imagine if he got it or wad..
now he's alrite though hehe... said it was due to lack of slp..

while in class i fell asleep haahhaa but of course not when the teacher is tokin..
was when we had a 10min break and i leaned against the wall and fell aslp haha
in the bus i oso conked out hahaha tired sial..
then after class i went to bras basah first to laminate the neoprint me n fred took
stupid woman leh... she gimme the laminated copy got scratch marks one...
on the transparent skin of course.. if my pic i scratch her face.
then i decided to go on upstairs to popular bkstore to get some bdae cards for my fren (2) and mum..
all their bdae fall in april *sigh*
guess who i met there? a cashier whom used to be at the counter for comic section and we knew each other since i was 9 hahahaha
long man! then she was pretty shocked to see me then ask me i study wad liao
i say poly she like so stun hahaha say frm pri become poly.. lolz`

went to bugis and walked around lookin at the food they hav for the food fest and then went on down to the toilet in the foodcourt.
the toilet bowl spoil one sial... i can hear the concrete crack.. wonder if it's the woman who came out before me spoil it or wad..
i tell the toilet cleaner she laugh haha stupid.

spend the rest of the day in wilfred's house... though we did nothing much but i enjoyed the day with him..
very how to say.... nice and cute cos wilfred is juz one crazy boi.
mebbe tml we'll go IKEA to eat the ice-cream then go alexandra rd makan hee since me now so free~~!!

12 April 2003

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if you guys know of any good and free image hosting sites PLS let me know.
in the meanwhile, here's the photo i promised.
Note: picture quality is of much difference as compared to hardcopy
Maria and Wilfred8.jpg
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Friday Stuff
Whoo!!!! FINALLY! i've come to the end of my torture with the high heels that's killing me and formal wear for the past ONE EXCRUCIATING WEEK. although we still have to attend tutorials next week, it's juz for debriefs and we hav no exams so...HOLIDAY FOR MWEEEEEE YAAAAAAAAAY! *sore legs* wah lau can u imagine wearing heels that are so freakin high n the shoe is so lousy cos it's padding is so little that my leg ached so much and i wore it since 9 in the morning. then the presentation i had today was a killer man. i expected 3 ppl to be ard to listen to our presentation, (mr leng, mr lin, and the Singapore Retail Association woman) but end up onli got leng and the woman come. but nvm. i duno WHY but i was so freakin kanchiong that my hands were trembling and legs were buckling together liao hahaha... then kanchiong like heck lah then after finish, the onli thing i'm glad is that we finished early hahah for once.... and then the woman asked us ALOT of questions. wah ask until me n jeremy blur. anyway that was the end of it muahahahha the presentation lasted half n hour so we finished at about 10am and then we hav to wait all the way till 1 to attend a lecture (some talk lah) so me, ann, shai, n wendy went over to opps TP the marketplace to makan. met ann's mum. she onli 39 yrs old haha.. then cos i very warm and we got nothing better to do (still v early) so we went on to Macdonald and end up meeting Terry n his grp member's there. chatted for awhile and was commenting abt how retro terry looked with his shirt as they showed us the posters they made for the presentation. ann's hand started to itch hahaha so they all went to janice hse to play mahjong. the rest of us tagged along to watch tv and waste time. finally nearly 1 liao we all attend the lecture and they were talkin about precautions and information abt SARS. as usual, u'll expect crowds who r uninterested but i think they r damn rude making stupid noises. death have been incurred don't they know the seriousness of it? bet they'll CRY if anything of such happen to them. stupid ppl.

after lecture i met up with wilfred. he came to my school hee... then after that we travelled back dwn to orchard to catch a movie. we stopped @ tangs and walked to lido end up realising how sux their movie availability and timing is. so we had to walk aaaaaaaaaaall the way back to cineleisure and i had a seriously terrible time walking back cos of my legs. it's aching very very badly so i had to limp and then when we finally reached there, we bought tix for the 6.45 show for 'tears of the sun'. before that i had lunch @ yoshinoya since the prices went dwn hehehe

we went to graffitti cafe to sit awhile then go take neoprint haha wah the quality of the pix is power man.. best of all i've ever taken. then .. oh yes i bought the plaster then we go watch movie hehehehe the movie was gd man.. somehow lah ... hard to explain. u guys shld try n watch it. then after the movie i went fred hse awhile before going back hm. nyahahaha okkok i go scan the photo now! will provide the link later. *wink*

10 April 2003

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had the CS2 summarative test today. wah lao. siao one k ask u to write all sorts of crazy thing, name the type of resume lah and then explain lah and then ask u do memo lah then do agenda do minute do all the crap and the stupid minutes alone is 30 marks. SIAO BOH! heng me n shai they all peer teached with terry tell all when they shared with us their resources... even if wrong onli shld b small careless mistakes. =P *phew*

one hour fourty min long ppr and we wrote more than two booklets....even JEREMY k! *geez* mad test. tml is my last presentation and finally, we can rest. I do mean FINALLY...after so blardly long with all the stupid reports and everything... wah *hair stand after eating wasabi*

09 April 2003

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Your Q Score is: 9
The Q score ideally should be as small as possible, indicating maximum agreement among elements. However, even a tiny Q score may not mean optimal functioning, since all four elements may in fact be relatively undeveloped.

Your Primary Mythical Creature
Water Types
The main strength of the Water types is feeling. The second element indicates the most probable focus for this emotional expression.

Satyr
Water with Earth

Astrologically associated with Scorpio and the Eighth House

Satyr types are warm and sociable but also enigmatic and mysterious. They are sensitive to others� feelings and moods and are extremely insightful and perceptive. They feel a need to relate intimately with others and they often do so through sensual pleasures. However, they also have a tendency to be cautious and guarded and they need to maintain their privacy. This behavior confuses others and makes them appear unpredictable and capricious. They want to control over themselves and others in order to feel secure. They also want to merge with others to feel a sense of unity. They are frequently attracted to art and design, especially if it involves the natural world. They have a deep love of nature. They are imaginative and enjoy combining their creative urges with sensual pleasures in a productive way.

Your Shadow Creature
Air Types
All the Air types have problems relating to irrationality and trust. The weakest element indicates the main focus of these problems.

Firebird
Air and Fire

This shadow is intolerant and unforgiving and prone to revenge for imagined slights using passive aggression. In the absence of a moderating factor they are at the mercy of transient emotional states. A sense of inferiority leads to overcompensation. They lack motivation and are prone to apathy. At the same time they want to have control over others so that they can play the autocrat and enjoy the fruits of other people�s labor and claim credit for their accomplishments. They unreasonably expect the worst from people and consequently get it as a self-fulfilling prophesy. Their logic is faulty and self-defeating. The biggest obstacle of weak Fire is to overcome anger and aggression; the biggest obstacle of weak Air is to overcome prejudice and ignorance.

Magical Personality Quiz

08 April 2003

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WhEe! managed to 'save' my pvt bloggie. the template was so screwed up previously hahaa... change of URL address. those who noes, please take note. *wink*

07 April 2003

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teachers in TP simply CAN'T let us rest until the very last day of school. damnit!
i'm having a presentation today and hopes everything goes well. can't be stuffed with any last minute cock ups.
i've kinda busy lately... as in VERY busy lately so i couldn't blog much.
i'll start blogging more once all these projects are done with.
*sigh*
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I see the world in Pink
Pink:
You see the world in bright pink. The world is a
happy, happy place! You love all people and
things!! Life is great! You're just like a
happy child. Spread the cheer.

*this quiz was made by Sara
What color do you see the world in?
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06 April 2003

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Saturday Stuff
tried wearing that working shoe out today to get it 'comfy'. end up having my legs aching like heck. it's heels are kinda too high and well, working shoes can't be any better. they all SUX. stupid heels.

got back from wilfred's hse today. was pretty grouchy when i first met him cos i heard the news about not being able to find someone's hse to prepare for the presentation slides. thank god it got resolved and i got less moody. was disturbing wilfred in the afternoon when he got drowsy and wanted to sleep. i kept on making lotsa noise and wiggled all over the place irritating him hahaha then he wrestle and head butt me. (@_@)

i'm deleting my project blog already since it served it's purpose hehe. now i'm converting it to a blog for fred and i. the URL will be changed but not yet cos i'm still 'renovating it'. juz changed neo's blog add. din realise it changed till juz now. haha.

05 April 2003

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YOu see the world in Neutral
Neutral:
Harmony and balance is key. You don't look at the
world in a negative or positive way and you'll
never judge or assume a situation- you just
look at the facts. People like you are peaceful
and accepting.

What color do you see the world in?
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04 April 2003

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finally done with all my reports. juz printing alone was tedious man. all our contents were already done haha. i even came to school at 9am in the morning! hardcore right? cos i scared can't get a comp and right now i'm sitting the computer lab waiting for shaikha and jeremy to type finish their CS2 RJ before going off to ultra supplies to bind our reports. lolz it's 1PM and although we finished earlier on, i still have to sit here and wait for them so wait lo.. anyway submission time is before 5PM hahahaha.. stupid thing was also my disk got corrupted. *sigh*

now my stress for reports are gone, the next thing to worry will be the presentations and also, CS2 roleplay and summarative test. i still think it's very lame. haiz.

i slept only 4.5 hours last night... rushing the report and RJ with shaikha.. tiring man... wilfred didn't sleep at all and called me at about 7 something in the morning. he wanted to tell me something. stupid boi. stayed up just to tell me something hahahaha but the something sure is impt. he got the date for him to go NS already and it's in June. haiz duno shld be sad or shld be angry. that mean the other half of my june hols i hav to spend alone liao... sian LAR!
me and shaikha spent a looooooong day in wendy's house doing the editing and sorting out for appendices... i was playing with the dog hahaha mum says she'll get a dog once my poly finish!! WAH! doggie! *bounce ard*
i hardly had time for wilfred yesterday and could only call him at about 2 in the morning. imagine dat. terrible.

02 April 2003

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jere n shaikha juz left my hse... was doing project at my house.
we already printed our CRM project out... mebbe tmr after showing wendy n ann we'll go submit it...
tomorrow's another long day.
was printing the appendix and project in school today.
the stupid bitch (lily lim) spoilt my day again. heck it. wanted to slap her sial.
all was going well with the printing of the appendices UNTIL one bastard who press "print" even though he OBVIOUSLY can see that we're printing things.
end up my SPSS tabulations get printed over with his crap and i had no copies of it muz go photostep frm my cc appendices. blardi arsehole.
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Tuesday Stuff
ok. just to keep you updated on WHY my day was so freakin hectic. i was in school at about 10 in the morning of which sadly, i had stomachache while in the bus and i SWEAR it's the stupid KFC dat caused it cos apparently jeremy and shai who ate it too had stomachache. anyway, i was in the bus trying to move as little as i could cos it hurts and causing it to hurt more will spell dire consequences. cos it's a 'diarrhoea' kinda tummyache. i reached school and met ann, wendy, and shai at the lab and can't quite find any free comps so we had to settle for free access lab and had our stuff checked and prepared. basically all else was fine except one thing which worries the shit out of me. Yes. All but Yvonne is here. EVEN jere is on the way already but there's no way i could contact Yvonne cos apparently her hp seems pretty dead. no one is picking it up. only till later part of that hour did i finally decide to forget abt her and get someone to do her part. eventually i somehow volunteered to do it cos it's not say alot. we hurried into the lab to do our presentation (Tech M project) after terry's grp came out. things were going pretty smoothly and surprisingly i did not panic even the least bit. my leg would usually shake i would feel alittle nervous but strangely, i wasn't like this today. i juz went up, present, talk talk talk, and then sit dwn. real weird. anyway, wendy was loud and clear surpisingly. she's usually very timid. however shai was terribly tensed, hardly even smiling. jere cocked up cos somehow he couldn't remember he's stuff and he said this was his worst presentation ever. Ann had too many pts dwn in her recommendation and we exceeded our time. but heck we pull it through and mr ng said it was fine. gave some qualitative feedback and then we went to have our lunch at norgan vaaz... me, jere n shai onli. the other two girls left. we shared jokes and duno y i juz like it when the 3 of us are together. lotsa things to talk and joke abt and i enjoy hanging out like this. okok then we went to the comp lab 4 where terry and his grp members r in. we settled on a comp at the side and then do our stuff. adel's grp was there too. me n terry was talkin about the CC strategy part and helping adel with hers too. her grp lagging BIG TIME. even spss tabulation not done how bad can things get?! geez.... then suddenly alvin (smart boi), terry (power presenter), me (duno wad), and adel (pretty ger) crowded ard and was discussing how to do the CC. i feel weird like all the brainy all come together talk abt strategy hahahaha... quite cool though like especially when you know your stuff and have stuff to say. then i had to pay attention to wad i was telling them and keep and eye on shai and answer her qns. wah multi tasking can die man! anyway our grp was preparing the appendix for CRM cos it's done already as in the final report is done so we can basically print it on wednesday. and then..... next we're preparing the CC report tml. juz editing left and alot of appendix to sort. the website was more impressive than the previous round. well at least jere did a better job this time. let's hope dat things proceed smoothly for us to finish this last two weeks of our sch and we can all enjoy our holidays already. we've been spending about 5 hours today juz simply sorting out our appendix for CRM haha lotsa reference and stuff we have.. i think we'll die sorting out cus com appendix too hahaha

01 April 2003

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heard from a friend that NP (or mebbe NYP) is closed cos one student was suspected of SARS.